dave part 4

More quotes followed. I felt I was being wooed.

Dave had told me of his stones, his connection with the stone people, how the stones when laid out on the body will relax and heal the muscles and energy centers. I wrote and asked to feel them.

Sunday December 18th
Dave at my door with table, sheets, and this time, stones and stone heater. This time, I cooked dinner for him first. I'm not a great cook but I make a mean buffalo bolognaise. Dave was appreciative and we dined well. The feeling between us was relaxed, fun.

Then he set up the table and laid out the hot stones, laying them under me, on me, placing small ones between my toes, large ones in each hand, running reiki energy through my field.
I was GONE! It relaxed me so deeply, my spirit went to some far away corner of the universe to play with the angels. Once again, I was blissed out and happy. In the zone..

Who IS this man?

When we were finished with the healing treatment, I could tell he was being polite and awkward about what to do next, so I took the reins. “Would you be willing to cuddle me on the couch?”
He didn't need to be asked twice!

I laid myself on top of this giant of a man, and let his arms unfold me. Oh he was SO comfortable! I nuzzled my head against his gigantic neck and settled in, softening. We lay there, still, till 2 in the morning, letting our stories pour out. Talking, sharing, enjoying each other. But not once did I kiss him. No sirree, I was still in the confusion; confused I was feeling attracted to this very large man,not sure yet about taking it any further.

At last I kicked him out but invited him back, to join our jnana group on Tuesday.

“I know you are feeling confused.” Dave wrote me. But sometimes we get what we need, not what we want.”

That following morning I woke up with Dave on my mind. I could not shake it. He stayed with me that whole day, that night and the following morning, as though I was being stealthily courted on some other plane. His energy somehow visiting me on the etheric level, getting inside of me, battling down my resistance.

Tuesday morning I woke up excited about the evening. I think I had already decided to go to the next level, in fact, couldn't wait.

Jnana group was intense. We looked at self-forgiveness. I knew Dave had some of that work to do and thought it would be great for him to see what I do with groups, but I had already told him I do not sleep with my students. So I wrote to him that day that although I wanted him to come, I insisted he came as my guest as otherwise it changed the rules of the game. I guess that gave him a message. I was starting to open!

After group, people left and we returned to the couch. I call it my magic couch as once you have sunk into it, it's very hard to get off! And this time as I lay myself down next to this powerful man, I did kiss him. Again and again.. deliciously, slowly, quickly, allowing myself to open my energy more and more to his strong, masculine presence. I came up for air and lifted my head.

“Listen, I have to tell you, my ex thinks I am bossy, opinionated and demanding.”
“I love a girl how knows her own mind.”
“I'm a terrible cook and for a domestic Goddess you'd better look elsewhere.”
“I loved your food the other night. But luckily for you, I LOVE to cook. My Dad was a trained cordon bleu chef and taught me everything he knew.”
“I travel a lot. I'm gone for weeks every year.”
“Well absence makes the heart grow fonder. Or I'll join you.”

Well OK then. I'm testing this man, pushing his limits and he eats my words and spits them right back out. All in his stride.

With that he put his lips back on mine and we kissed again, for another couple of hours...

The deal was sealed.